Yes, seeking salvation can absolutely feel or appear self-centered at first glance—after all, it starts with “I don’t want to go to hell” or “I want eternal life.” That’s a very human, very honest starting point. Most people don’t come to faith because they suddenly wake up one day overflowing with pure altruism toward God. They come because they become aware of their own brokenness, guilt, fear of death, or longing for meaning, and Jesus offers rescue. But Christianity (at least in its orthodox, biblical form) doesn’t leave people stuck in that self-centered motivation. It reframes and transforms it. Jesus Himself invites people with exactly that “self-interested” hook: “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28). “Whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again” (John 4:14). “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger” (John 6:35). The offer is deeply personal and meets our deepest needs...
I've been watching this series, The Chosen, now on its 3rd season, and each episode has not failed to hit hard on my heart. I can describe myself as someone who society has hardened and I didn't cry for more than 10 years as everything was just numb and empty. I felt nothing for anyone or for anything. The first episode of Season 1 which I watched because I had nothing else to watch completely melted whatever hardened my heart and each episode has been a tear jerker ever since. The Chosen series had resuscitated my faith, it brings the gospels alive to me. The apostles weren't one dimensioned saintly people, they were ordinary people like us who have many imperfections and have many struggles. Fast forward to December 2022 and The Chosen had just released their second episode and this hit the hardest so far because it deals with sickness and healing. I have the experience of having a loved one deal with pain and suffering through sickness...