I am sorry that it had to be me
But I had to stand up for my mother whom you have wronged
I looked up to both of you as my pillars and as my models
So it hurt me inside to be your opposition
More than twenty years have passed since she was gone
It still hurts inside that we lost both of you that year
Her to the sickness they called myelofibrosis
You, to your new found bitch and your new family
TBH, we felt betrayed and abandoned
I felt betrayed and abandoned
Not just by you but by your kindred
But this life is not about me
This is about knowing Jesus and following him
That is why I have chosen the path of forgiveness
Only through Jesus, we'll be whole again
Only through Him that we can begin fixing what is broken
Forgive me dad, for I have rebelled
If there was another way, I would have taken it
But there was none, so what happened was inevitable
I forgive you too, for betraying your wife, my mother
I think she has forgiven you too up in heaven
Wished life could be have been different
Wished life would have been better between us
But I guess, this is what it is
Life is short so I hope we can make it right somehow
Before one of us gets called up there soon